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The
Tale of the Beautiful Soul
This
soul came to us as an Infant
Concieved
in the deepest of love
In
the stillness of our hospital room
Came
a quiet thought from above
"You
can not keep her." said the still small voice
"She
is only here for a little while."
Tears
filled my eyes as I held her close
I wiped
them, and forced a smile
This
Babe was so delightful
Bouncey,
loving , and smart
A laugh
that came from her belly
Eyes
that told you her heart
This
toddler was fair haired and curly
She
was giggley and gutsy and kind
She
loved animals and people and flowers
And
had no trouble speaking her mind
This
child began to have problems
School
was not what she thought it would be
But
she could run like the wind, play with her friends,
And
swim like a fish in the sea
This
adolescent was quite different
She
was moody and tearful and all
But
it just seemed perfectly normal
Until
the unusual fall
This
time was painful for her
She
was subject of taunting and tease
Until
the day she finally asked
"Can
we go to a doctor, please?"
This
moment, I knew the answer
I remembered
what that voice had said
" This
lovely person has Huntington's!!"
The
thought burst into my head
This
doctor just confirmed it
And
I just wanted to cry
She
was just sixteen and surprised me
Saying
" I live my life a day at a time and when I die, I die."
This
teenager was such fun
She
loved football games, NASCAR , and rock
She
loved clothes, make-up , pizza, boys,
And
New Kids on the Block
This
young woman was a beauty
Eyes
wide and round as a moon
That
learned to talk all by themselves
And
a smile that lit up a room
This
disease was brutal and heartless
From
learning, to walking, and more
It
took its toll on the Beautiful Soul
And
took her toward Heaven's door
This
body was frail and tired
As
I held her in my arms
My
tears falling on her pallid face
As
she said "I love you, Mom."
This
Mother felt blessed and humble
Such
a courageous soul to know
And
said to her, "Don't wait for me."
"I'll
be along...so, go.."
In the
quiet of early morning
When
she was all alone
The
Beautiful Soul left us
We
know that... she went Home
Huntington's
used that body
It
rendered it fragile and old
But
it never quenched the grace and love
Brought
to us by the Beautiful soul
This
world may think me crazy
I no
longer care
I speak
all the time to the Beautiful Soul
Because
I KNOW she's there
This
heart of mine knows now
That
beyond this earth there is more
God
sent to us the Beautiful Soul
And
now she's with him beyond Heaven's door
Cheryl
Brown
October
10, 2000
Of
My daughter , Kimberly |